I have my days when I want to tell my boyfriend this, but then I realize we’re both broke, poor and we really have nothing to start a life with. But damn it, let’s be broke and poor together. Something might happen. Then I crawl back into reality and realize “girl, you ain’t even ready for this.” Having one of those days where I miss my boo and I want to take it up a notch, knowing I’m not ready, even though I feel like I am. Life is such a confusing thing.